happy happy happy 18th burfday to gracieee my favourite bio lect girlie whos been my fren for 5 years+++ n counting! :) we wont forget all e physics tuition times, gossiping n complaining nonstop abt e irritating ij girls in class n being e teachers pets! okay maybe it was just you cos mrcharleschew could only remember your name! hrmf. haha but he liked us both right??? n going to your house to swim w e huge uhm was it a whale or dolphin? then trying to squeeze our butts thru e mini slide, n me getting a toe cramp in e whirlpool which left mean gracie laughing nonstop! haha i love you grace! :) you're a big girl now. bigger [as in older] than me tt is! :):)
mymy it took me one whole day to finish tut42! okay so im done w math option topics, now back to revision! *holds my head in anguish* today was a eat n be greedy day! its fun to eat alot at least for now. cos it gives you e enery to study! n i really love my little cubicle in e mezzanine level! its e only place i can sit down n study for hours without walking around n doing nonsense/sleeping..
so anyway i forced majun to study w me in e library today. n he actually did work! haha im prouda my mother qualities.. he kept complaining tt he should not be seen in places like e library other than during dc haha. n he thinks tt i drew e adidas logos on my shoes myself! owell he thinks they're just orange flowers.. bodoh!
my mum just bought herself a pair of levis, n shes going to china for 2 weeks right after my prelims! my mum n her china trips. she bought me e clinique happy perfume too.. cos i finished all e samples alr. n i wore my kewtkewt socks given to me by mslow for e 2nd time today.. :):) they're really comfy, like you're not wearing socks at all, just feels like you're wearing this layer of thing tt feels slipperyslippery. n im mighty annoyed! i thought i did well for my aq n i ended up getting a 4.5/8! grr. my gps so screwed..
a veh bad photo of me cos you can see my stupid pimple. mich looks pretty in pink. :)
my sd3 frens :) amanda couldnt hold back her exclamation at how "nice" she looked in my camera. haha
lovely christina whos soo skinny now!
haha CHILDISH. sara n i look like e wedding couple. hahaha.
yes i skipped sch today. but nono its not part of bels nerding proj.. its really gonna be a rest day for me. i've been taking things slow, have only done one aq e whole day, w 2 naps in bet.. haha tts how tired/groggy/sick i am. but sleeping does not help at all.. cos everytime i lie down i get up, i get these black spots in my vision n i cant see for awhile, followed by a few mins of bad headache before i can walk. i think its a result of e medicine n perhaps me blowing my nose too hard.. haha. wrote an aq on travelling experiences n travelling expectations.. i hope i do well this time, cos for once it was actually fun writing an aq. can i tell you again? i CANT WAIT for lunch tmw! n im really tempted to go back to sch just so i can study in e library! its really e most most effective place for me to study in, even though its stinkin cold n my poor ipod has to go thru e coldness w me. i really needta get her a jacket soon! as in e cover thing cos shes getting alotta scratches! :( n i needta replace e wires too but, im really like dead broke now.. stupid birkenstocks. my class' kwite clever.. yanqing called me today n said they're gonna order one of each class photo, andden send them for photo printing at e photoshops for everyone else so we all get to save money this way. :) hope e photos turn out good.. n i'll post them up, cos i think my class took e kewlest photos! :) even though we din have enuff time n everything was impromptu.
did anybody watch lost last night? omgg i cant believe how jack stuck his hand into soyers arm to grab e artery tt got pierced thru.. you could see e pulsation of e artery tt caused e blood to come splashing out in regular spurts YUCK.
hahaha tee just asked me for james' email how funny.. okay todays gonna be math day so im gonna go finish tut41 now.
im feeling so sickly+feverish+weak now! stayed back in sch to get some studying done, n i hafta say sitting in e little cubicle in e librarys alot more effective for me. finished 2chapters of chem- groupII n groupVII, then did one sexual reproduction essay.. mdmtham wants to go thru it tmw but i dun suppose i would be going to sch. which means i'll be missing this weeks body combat. what a waste! "jab, cross, 4body wibs" hahaha tts yangshens nick.. i get so annoyed whenever i hear e gay instructor going "hoi!" at e kicks. i think our first body combat lesson was so much more fun without e gay! i was just thinking today, n i realized im not e sort tt does much for a fren.. im just not e sort tt would think abt someone i havent spoken to, then pop tt person a message. i always take for granted tt theres a mutual understanding bet us tt we do care for each other.. so eventually, i just get more n more distant frm e people overseas, cos these are the people i dun get a chance to associate w at all, unless i do take e initiative to do so. sorry liwei, weiren, unice, sarah.. we used to be so much closer in e past. im a horrible fren.. thankfully for my bestie n i, saralowshuli, she noes me so well alr n our bonds so strong tt even when times get busy, we noe we're always on each others minds/prayers. am i not glad weirens finally coming back? haha this was what he smsed me yesterday: i was thinking of getting you a tubetop tt time,but i thought:my innocent butterfly must stay innocent! so no tubetop for you.. though i think you'd have looked fabulous in it.
hahaha i almost burst out laughing on e train.. n yes im gonna be nerdy bel frm now all e way till 30aug. no movies, no going out, no playing/fooling around after church.. nerdybelly. :):):) w e exception of lunch w e girls this saturday.. im sooo excited! kept talking abt it to moses today, n him patiently listening to me haha. cos everyones back frm overseas! including unice, sarah n jenn.. n everyones finished their terms alr so all e rj/nj/jj peeps can join us for our gathering this round! aah so exciting! :) get well soon bel! haha.
happy 17th burfday my dearest ryan!! :):)
omg my hearts beating so fast! i've no idea why everytime i wake up frm a long nap my heartbeats always pacing. n tt does not make sense at all cos why should sleeping cause my heart to work harder? n i've been taking extremely long naps these days, then going to bed at 1+ 2am to make up for lost time which isnt healthy at all! urgh but i cant get outta it. its a vicious cycle! good tt tues not a tv day for me so im really gonna just coop up in my room n keep doing math e whole of tonight n finally tryta finish tuts 39 n 40! n i've got a bad sorethroat = im gonna be sick by tmw. i noe myself too well, e symptoms for falling sick come n go every 2 months which means i fall sick every 2 months.. w e large no of sickies in my class, why am i not surprised im catching on e bug too? i've been feeling depressed e whole of today cos i got back horrible pieces of work. e gdr essay i wrote was terrible, mdmtham wants to see me cos my diagram was a mess.. but its not my fault! cos e lect notes she compiled are so awfully messy, disorganized n unclear. sighh.. then gp essay. i got 29 n i thought it was supposedta be well-written! why is it so difficult to even get a decent 30+mark? aah my prelims are at risk. :(
when God wants to drill a man
and thrill a man
and skill a man
when God wants to mold a man
to play the noblest part
when He yearns with all His heart
to create so great and bold a man
that all the world shall be amazed
watch His methods, watch His ways!
how He ruthlessly perfects
whom He royally elects!
how He hammers him and hurts him
and with mighty blows converts him
into trial shapes of clay which
only God understands
while his tortured heart is crying
and he lifts beseeching hands!
how He bends but never breaks
when his good He undertakes
how He uses whom He chooses
and with every purpose fuses him
by every act induces him
to try His splendor out -
God knows what He's about!
--j oswald sanders--
its been a fun weekend! in comparison w e rest of e week tt is. seriously, e whole first part of e week was spent nerding in e library, im finally catching up on my math [actually not so in terms of speed] but i managed to do e surprise test rama gave n got full marks! im still technically 2 tuts behind in terms of speed though. but yanqing concluded frm me tt speeds not e issue here hahaha.. but never be complacent i've learnt. cos i got too happy w e work i got done tt i slacked off e rest of e week [tt makes 4 outta 7 days!].. so i decided tts too much of a reward n im gonna tryta study n watch minority report at e same time tonight heh.
last night was e e3 appreciation barbecue.. there wasnt really enuff food so e poor kids hadta starve. nevertheless, e testimony-giving part was indeed touching n im sure everyone tt participated in e3 can testify to God's unending grace n God's most compassionate love<3! :) im sad e3's over but i noe what lies ahead of me is a multitude of prelims n a's to clear n tts gonna be my focus now.
sunday sch today was on character in action - God's ultimate control in suffering, e purpose, our response n e results of suffering.. but always keep this in mind, peeps who r dying under e stress of e upcoming prelims in abt a months time: our present sufferings are not worth comparing w e glory tt will be revealed in us in future. make Christ our model to look to in e midst of suffering cos He has demo'd to us what true perseverence is abt.. n THIS shall be e hope n strength we'll cling to! :) God bless you all!
this shits bananas! B A N A N A S! this shits bananas. B A N A N A S! aah got e song stuck in my head now! haha was tuned in to perf10 this morning, n e dj was announcing a "terrible terrible news". spice girls coming back to produce a new hits album! hahaha.. n guess what, cos these ladies cant work together in harmony, they gotta do their part of e recording frm wherever they r now, then fit everything together. haha i havent heard of anything more retarded man..
okay sorry abt e randomness, as i was planning for this weeks crosslink worship, i decided to put e hymn be Thou my vision in. o Lord, its only when we place You first in our vision, r we able to move towards Your shining light..
be Thou my vision o Lord of my heart
there e miumiu models..
e weekend was packed! haha. surprise for moses on saturday night at 12am which was kwite successful thanks to clever me! :) hahaha. im not boasting k, but stupid moses seriously made things VEH difficult for me! ask sien n jonsng.. thanksthanks to them for accompanying me! haha. then celebrated last night at e legends at fort canning. we call ourselves e miumiu models haha cos he bought me e thick hairband n himself e yellow striped shirt so tt we'd look like e miumiu models.. haha but tt was plainly HIS retarded idea. i did okay amt of work today. finished sexual tut n did a growth n development essay.. gonna do more bio tonight. todays a bio day! haha.
Lord im coming back to you..
2sd2 :)
celebrations by e class in sch today
on e way home on moses' burfday
view frm e top at fort canning
w shangwei on youth sunday
at moses' place. me in an unglam position on e stupid massage chair haha
you have no idea how fun bio lessons w mdmtham r! haha seriously, our class hasnt had so much fun w a teacher in a long time. shes really really nice during tut, n her lessons r always fruitful, as in you always learn smthg.. i think mdmthams a reallly good teacher even though i was soo scared of her last time. :) talking to majun online n im falling asleeeeeeep.. i realized after i changed to my blogger i've been typing shorter posts. dunno why also..
ohmyy im in terrible pain! my stiff necks killing me, i cant even turn my head! seriously, crys kept laughing at me, cos i noe i do look like a retard. everytime i tryta look at smthg i hafta turn my whole body!
thanks to all of you who came for encounter! i hope tt you've been blessed by e event n you've definitely blessed e event richly too! its so good to see God move e place, to see many respond to e call of e Lord n come forward to receive salvation! encounter-FIRE saw 24 salvations n 19 re-dedications. praise God! r you still telling me tt God doesnt exist?
w amos e BIG boy!
ooh! :)
is this supposedta b symmetrical? haha me n my not-funny chiral centre joke.
haha lucy + bel = bimbos inc.
good frens :)
e incomplete band without favian :\
e sanctuary
encounter: FIRE tonight! :):)
