lennard said he created this just for me [which is bullshit] haha, but it's kewt and it made me laugh! :)
http://img94.exs.cx/img94/405/songofpig7gr.swf

Your Celebrity Style Twin is Mischa Barton

Funky, bohemian, and girly.

You Are Right Brained In Love

Bit of a drama queen Peacemaker, first to end a fight Good at thinking up creative dates Tend to fall in love and get hurt easily Going with your gut instead of your head Emphathetic and caring, sometimes to a fault Good at recognizing patterns in relationships Been in love many times, perhaps too many to count Wildly passionate and intense when falling in love Spontaneous with relationships, going with the flow Overly visual - can play back past dates like movies in your mind Roses, love poems, and stuffed animals are a good start to winning your heart

the second one's not really accurate, actually both are not that accurate haha!

http://kevan.org/nohari?name=belll
do this too people!
suggestion from lucy: could be more honest than the johari!

heys morning. quick update, will be busy at work this week! surprisingly, but the work's not exactly pleasant and i'm still feeling a headache from tiredness even though i went to bed at nine plus last night..
friday - dinner at sakae sushi with ryan and lucie, and final destination after that! goodness it was such a horrible show! the first was good cos the plot was sort of interesting and fresh, the second one was okay but all predictable cos it bears a similar plot to the first. the plot of the third is a total replica of everything else, all they had to do was come up with newer and grosslier methods of deaths.. YUCK.
saturday - taught piano to one class and two individual students.. the class was cute and i found a new crush whose name is matthew ng at the age of five. adore him to bits! :) hee.. i was pretty impatient with the individuals though, the first was a grade two student but she din practise! so ya it was exasperating. the second one was a beginner and forgot her books! grr.. now i know why my piano teachers used to flare up when i din practise/bring my scores. i made the second girl practise drawing her treble clefs and semibreves which looked terrible.. haha. crosslink hand-over service, i'm officially no longer a comm member.. :( thankew fellow ex comm members, for the fun, the experience and the growth we've all witnessed in each other. :)
sunday - cg devotions at singapore river! haha it was kwite funny cos we spent half the time deciding where to meet, escaping from the howling wind/rain, chasing after flying bulletins and such haha.. but it was fun and refreshing la, we should do these things more often. broke up into groups of threes and discussed about false teachings and our response to them.. i was extremely fortunate to be paired up with steven and james! the wise two, learnt kwite alot from them. and i realised that very often, when we're faced with people who do not interpret the truths from the Bible, be it intentionally or unintentionally, we always rebuke them with such pride.. instead, we should do it out of love! not because we're better than them, but because we truly want them to see the truth contained in the word of God. :) walked to the train station thereafter with jeremys hongkong friend! :) haha she's very nice, and she speaks with a cute hongkong accent..
after church - went shopping for my computer parts with favian, ryan and paul. okay you'd think it sounds exciting just cos of the word "shopping", but nope it wasn't interesting at all! at least not for me hahaha.. basically all i had to do was to pass favian my atm card and pin number if i could, but i wouldn't have trusted favian with that MUAHA. just kidding la, favian's a superman.. he finished building my new comp within one afternoon so it's ready for collection already! :) after that was swimming at lucy's! it was a good swim i had. :) even though i don't think it was enough to compensate the huge dinner i had after that but my arms are aching so it was kwite a workout I HOPE.. played speed with leonard the cutest thirteen year old alive! haha i won him twice la, but i feel bad, like i'm bullying the smaller one haha. okay not to mention i lost to lucy after that.. i'm gonna go brush up on my favourite card game in primary school, for the great speed challenge during church camp june 2006! :)
dinner after that with moses at mad jack's. i was such a starved pig i devoured my grilled chicken, mashed potato, mango salad, walnut chocolate cake plus movenpick vanilla icecream in a few mouthfuls! yep and just collapsed in bed once i got home..
i'm so angry cos
#1. i can't find my body shop strawerry lip balm! so i'm using some clinique one which looks good, but doesn't smell nor feel good.
#2. i left my tshirt behind at lucy's place! it's never good to leave your things behind in a guy's place grr..
i'm sad cos
#1. my msn buddy velda's not online to talk to me! :( haha.
#2. results are coming out in two days time.. :(:(:(
last but not least,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TING MINGDAO! :)

NOTIFICATION OF RELEASE OF 2005 GCE A-LEVEL EXAMINATION RESULTS



The results of the 2005 Singapore-Cambridge General Certificate of Education Advanced Level Examination will be released on Wednesday, 1 March 2006.



School candidates may obtain their result slips from their respective schools from 2.00p.m. on 1 March 2006.



Private candidates will be able to obtain their results through the Singapore Examinations and Assessment Board’s website after 2.00p.m. from 1 March 2006. They will also be notified of their results by post.


oh my, i could feel all my goosebumps rising reading that. sighh okay better enjoy the last 5 days people!
anyway thanks for lunch ryan! :) oh my free lunch for 2 days, i really feel like a freeloader now hahaha...

oh and btw, please don't be afraid to leave your name behind even if you say negative stuff about me for the test. that's the point of it right? just be honest.. ya don't leave names like "me" behind please, appreciated. thankew you..
oh and will someone kindly tell me who got eliminated in the last top model? i can't believe i fell asleep during the last quarter! i think my mum should stop buying things which make my bed soo super comfortable haha. she bought a new quilt and pillow which are really nice and soft.. i like to sleep with soft things btw. although most of it end up on the floor the next morning.. i've been extremely active in my sleep. i rotate at least 180 degrees, if not 360, every night and i get pretty vivid dreams these days..
i'm gonna revamp my room soon, and i was thinking of downgrading to a super-single sized bed. BUT i think i'll have problems with falling off my bed and stuff like that.. super-single would definitely make more space in my room though. maybe for a couch? hee..
please don't be misled into thinking that i'm veh free just cos i'm blogging alot. it's just the enjoyment of sitting in an office by myself HEH.. although i do have many things on hand to do!

oh ya and someone took the test and thinks i'm proud. :( thats my resolution #2, to be more humble.. :) and less silly of course, since like 60% think i'm SILLY! !#@#%$^&&(*&# ACTUALLY I THINK I'M KWITE SILLY HAHA!

good morning! :)
okay i feel so bad cos i think i got some people in the office into trouble! cos i told the hr manager that i was bored when i din have any work to do, so i think the lady who hired me got into trouble for not giving me work to do! haha its crap la and its all cos of me! bleah.
so anyway i went jogging yesterday! :) haha like finally, after procrastinating for SO LONG.. the last time i jogged was like before i left for hongkong! can you imagine? all that fat that has been accumulating at the wrong places haha. my stamina's like at a level of one now! i was panting like a dog and sweating like a pig after a mere 2 km run. i think i need to go for bmt with weiren! hahahaa.. okay maybe not.
so anyway, ynoe i have much proof of a deteriorating psychological me..
1) sitting at a bus stop, watching cars pass only to discover that my dearest magical bus 48 just passed by!! and then jumping up to my feet to flag it when it was already long gone.
2) thinking that today's the 3mar and asking ryan and lucie to ask guan and crys to go for dinner tonight before comm meeting.. well done bel.
3) feeling very excited about concocting a potion to make lucie age faster! [cos he was complaining about not being able to drive till 2 years later]
4) talking crap like whenever i'm not in the office such that darren thinks i'm perpetually drunk..
5) sitting on my bed, naked, with a towel draped around me after my shower and just stoning for at least 5 minutes [and still panting after the run MUAHA].
and now i'm aching terribly from the crunches i did after my run.. oh my goodness! my resolution is to get my fitness back before uni begins, and continue with the discipline thru-out uni-life!
i've got my first piano student at elevenfifteen tomorrow morning. :)

http://kevan.org/johari?name=belll
look what i found from saras blog! click on the link pleasepleaseplease! this is soo interesting..

people i miss:
MS CHAN UNICE WHO SEEMS TO HAVE DISAPPEARED FROM THE FACE OF THIS EARTH!!! :(:(:( where are you unice?
liwei the big boy!
james yong my small boy!
majun the mosquito!

okay this is completely random. there are many things i wanna say when i hear some people talk, but choose not to so i dont offend anyone and i just remain the peaceful me in the office..
so here goes #1.
they were talking about matching clothes cos there was this girl who wore like pink shoes to match her pink skirt.. oh my i hate matching things know. i hate it when people tell me 'you're so pink'.. i cant help it cos i just have a major tendency to buy my accessories and such in pink, but i really dont mean to wear a pink outfit or anything. i dont support mis-matching either but ya dont be boring.. mix your colours. okay thats that for the office bimbo talk part haha...
heres #2.
talking about couples with age gaps.. c'mon man does it really bother you?! so long as they love each other, have common interests and all, why not? as for the money, sex, etc parts, well thats not really for us to comment right?
#3.
younger boys with older girls.
ya its true theres an intellectual gap as for now, and for me i'd probably end up bullying the guy like mad.. not like as if moses isnt getting enough from me already haha. ya but when you're older, no one really knows or even cares! by then, the women would be the ones suffering, cos then the husband would be young, successful and highly sought after! so better keep it up, so people dont mistake you to be the husbands daughter!
okay this is so random, but i desperately needed a break from the excel spreadsheet!

im so happy! i've got my own office for 2 days! :):) hahaha until the owner of the office comes back on mon. :( hope she gets stuck in india! haha then i'll have the office for longer! im using stupid excel which is soo screwed up la! grr.. i got cornered at orchard mrt again! aah. im seriously gonna sue all these people who keep harrassing me.. well they turned out to be darrens ex colleagues! stupid guy took so long to come. well he treated me to lunch after that anyway haha..
i wanna watch final destination 3! even though i know its gonna be crappy, but i still wanna watch it cos i watched the first 2 and i cant miss this one! haha. and i've got reliable news that results are coming out next week.. sara the ms slow says its on wednesday, that i dont know if its reliable haha. but anyway, brace yourselves people!!
ooh time has been passing by kwite fast, cos i actually get work to do these days! yay! haha i know im nuts to be happy i've got work.. but trust me, time REALLY passes by alot faster. and im teaching piano this saturday! hope the kid doesnt pangseh me again.. haha love teaching kids, especially music and i've got passion for both! :)

i've developed an orchard mrt phobia!
will all the talent spotting/ job market research/ modelling crap agencies please stay away from me!
i dont know why, but today was the 123456789th time i've been poached and its really pretty annoying. i dont care whatever you want from me, just stay away.. you've been categorized under "people who are out to cheat bel of her looks(whatever little she may have)/cash"!
and to the young girls out there, please dont be too happy when you are approached by these "talent spotting" people. if they were really that professional, people would be going to them and they wouldnt be out on the streets, preying on any girl who walks past! plain jane's like you and i wouldnt even stand a chance honestly!
i like the environment in the office today.. its kinda peaceful. thats why i can blog, surf and read whenever i want without to many people walking behind me...
and im really full! just had a country pie and a muddy mud pie from coffee club. obviously i din finish...

i've made up my mind! i must be happy with my work no matter what. God din give me this job for me to sulk and complain about it all day! and ya i must be the cheerful me! i remember on sunday morning lucie said "i think you'll die if you dont laugh for a day" and ya i dont think i've ever spent a day without laughing before! you never know how a laughter could brighten someone elses day! :)
yesterday i went home to an empty house cos my parents were out attending a wake till late. guess what? i heated my up own dinner, washed the dishes and wiped the table! i think i could veh well take care of myself even if i went overseas! btw i can wash my own clothes too okay! haha..
ynoe what i think the project superstar judges suck so bad. the only alright one would probably be the daqiu guy.. omgoodness i was so abt to puke blood watching that show.
desperate housewives rocks la.. as much as its cynical and bears certain obscene themes, heh it truly reflects what the american society has become of these days! okay i should go, im getting alot of people walking past me.

sighh i think its gonna be another 2months+ stuck with this company. this lady whom i've been helping out, even though im not supposed to, but cos i've got nothing to do so i always run errands for her.. so anyway she requested that i stay on till end of april to help her before her new temp comes. so instead of working till end of june for this job, i kinda switch department now and work till end of april.. i kinda agreed, so hopefully the work scope gets a lil more interesting. and i thought it'd be a good idea, cos then i'll have like 3 months to complete my driving etc, go for another holiday with my mum etcetc.. whee.
did i mention i really enjoy joining cg? i feel like i've been so distant from the youths all this while, compared to when we first came to youth.. i was much closer to them then. and now being back in cg, there are alot more opportunities for me to catch up with people i used to talk to more in the past, eg jeremy! and also joshua, tiff, eugene etc..
cg yesterday was good! inductive Bible study which shangwei and crys fell asleep in! haha i thought it was so super interesting la. i really dont think i'd ever wanna leave youth, until maybe when im married and with kids or something.. i learn so much, and am more inspired to study God's Word with more depth now!
had dinner at swensens with moses last night! was nice even though swensens isnt my favourite icecream. went shopping at paragon and bumped into shangwei and his family! haha spotted shangjun first in his right orange tee.. moses bought an aramis cologne, while i bought a pair of shoes from domanchi x square! whee. he bought them for me actually muaha..
backtrack a lil. met up with weiren at indochine on fri night.. the vietnamese rice stick thing was so nice!
saturday - funorama! i din get to visit any haunted houses sadly. :( but i still think our year did a much better job! hee.. going back to ac brought back so many memories, plus the reminder that the next time i go back there would possibly results time. aah! cg thai buffet dinner in the night after crosslink, i almost died.. i hate buffets hear me? i seriously hate buffets! you pay so much to eat and eat until you're all sick and bloated, and not to mention FAT.

i just signed up for driving yesterday! like FINALLY right haha. and i got convinced in the end to sign for the full enrolment course with the school! cos they're seriously veh bad to private students la.. like the test dates and all are at least one month later than the school ones. so now i've already booked for my basic to be on 2 march, while if i were to go private, the earliest date would be like mid april.. on top of this, i cant even start learning driving without a pdl, so if i were to go private i'd only be able to start my practical lessons after i pass my basic theory which would be like april. while for school, i can start the circuits like immediately cos you dont need a pdl for the circuits.. so ya you get my point. but now i end up spending alot more, but save alot more time.. weighing your opportunity costs hmm haha.
had katong laksa for dinner last night! im kwite in love with it, but i know i cant have it too often. coconut milk products always turns my stomach over when i have an overdose..
im dressed ultra casually for work today. in a spag and 3 quart jeans! haha hope i wont get scolded.. so sick of wearing pants, heels and all. so sick of sitting here doing nothing.. so sick of work. so sick of everything!

im feeling soo ultra sleepy at work its reminding me of the jc days when i'd just sleep my way thru the whole train ride to school, walk the 10min walk with my eyes half closed, into the hall with my eyes stuck on the floor and just crawl my way into a corner seat where i could lean on the bar and continue snoring.
back in school: every morning i woke up thinking about taking mc.
now at work: every morning i wake up thinking about taking leave.
SIGH.
last night was dinner with the girls at riverside indonesian restaurant! food was good and the environment was fine and breezy..
dessert after that at some italian gelato shop at clarke quay. ice cream was good but service was terrible.. doreens pasta took like 40 minutes to come! but they gave us free bread/breadsticks/olive oil after that which were probably leftovers though heh.
inez was asking us about some sgl thing for the international physics olympiad, im still thinking about it.. sounds fun but i dont know if i can commit my july away. and you know what, im so tempted to quit my current job like after i get my first pay or something! grr..

though i speak with the tongues of men and of angels, but have no love, i hve become sounding brass or a clnging cymbal. and though i have the gift of prophecy and understand all mysteries and all knowledge, and though i have all faith, so i could remove mountins, but have not love, i am nothing. and though i bestow all my goods to feed the poor, and though i give my body to be burned, but have not love, it profits me nothing (1 Cor 13:1-3)
lets be reminded of the importance of love on this post valentines day! :)

look what i ripped frm liweis blog! haha its totally out of point la! haha kwite funny.

let me steal some of my work time to say BON VOYAGE SHUMIN! :) hope you enjoyed yourself last night and sorry about the squashed cake haha.
next up, HAPPY VALENTINES DAY EVERYONE! :)
anyway, sara and i had breakfast, lunch and dinner together yesterday! beat that man.. yep then cabbed down to sues house for shumins surprise farewell!
got a doggie bouquet for saralowshuli! you better post a pic of it k?? taka was like flooded with students/working people shopping for last minute valentines day presents! sara and i got a heartshaped cake thing from bread talk for shumin which got squashed. :( and i missed like half of desperate housewives last night.. :(
im getting like this dizzy feeling now since morning. hope its not cos i bumped my head against the bus window the other day! i dont wanna get a blood clot in my brain!
ooh i cant wait for my couple valentines day lunch with ms shuli later on! everyday my purpose of going to work is looking forward to 12.30 and 5.30pm.. hur.

omg im so pissed! i typed this long long email to majun during work yesterday and he only received a blank email! grr. why do things like that ALWAYS happen to me?! okay anyway mahjong at jenns house last night was fun! even though i only won like one pathetic game.. aiyar it was so bad man. and i spent like half the time complaining about my sucky job sigh.. i need to stop it man, all this complaining and bitching. please i have a desperate prayer request for me to persevere with this job and some nonsense i have to tolerate.. uhm ya ask me about it and i'll tell you in detail cos i dont really wanna blog about it. sigh.. :(
okay I CANT WAIT to go out later! to ps, to balcony and blahblah. THE WEEKEND IS HERE! i've never been so happy to receive the weekend ever since i finished sch man..

its another early morning and im in the dreaded office again! sighh i really hate my work, or rather my lack of work! i hafta beg people to gimme work la. i helped out with the accounts department yesterday and it really made me think twice about doing accounts.. people who sit in the accounts office are seriously the oldest and naggiest people aruond man haha. i dont wanna turn out like that! went to favians house last night.. noah is soo kewt! haha. and everyone go check out favians msn nick, its the kewlest man hahaha.. aah i hate my work!

so im at work like super early now and theres hardly even anyone around in the office! sighh work sucks.

cny visitation today with the youths! was fun, really miss the youth people man. first day of work tomorrow!

cny party at my place was much much fun! thanks to all who came and brought along food, mahjong set and table, drinks, beer, washed dishes, cleaned up, and basically just participating! :) the funny thing was i was the only one who crawled my way back to my room at like 5am while the rest of them decided to fall asleep in the living room. so like i had the whole room to myself in the end haha.. i vaguely remembered steph passing me a CHRISTMAS CARD this morning. yep extremely belated but it had a really nice message in it..
He was born in an obscure village
He worked in a carpenter shop until
He was thirty. He then became an
itinerant preacher. He never held an
office. He never had a family
or owned a house. He didnt go to college.
He had no credentials but Himself..
nineteen centuries have come
and gone, and today, He is the
central figure of the human race.
all the armies that ever marched,
all the navies that ever sailed,
all the parliaments that ever sat, and
all the kings that ever reigned have
not affected the life of man on this
earth as much as that..
one solitary life

belinda
smu accountancy
'the Lord is my shepherd; i shall not want.' psalm 23


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