woohoo all e maj papers are finally over! :) im just left w bio n chem mcqs now. dreaded mcqs.. i actually find mcq papers one of e most tiring. its really not easy having to make 40 choices in an h! i tried e extremely ancient nov95 bio paper n i actually got 32 outta 40 when i could hardly remember anything i studied.. sometimes i actually think tt i could do better without studying. haha nono dun worry i wont carry this crazy thought out.. i really love e new gavin degraw song but i keep forgetting e title.
yesterday went to e pines w doreen n jas.. after not exercising for so long e 3 of us got really lazy. we din run, we hardly even swam n we were just clinging onto e wall n chatting.. until it got kinda cold when e sun was setting we decided to move around n we ended up in e middle of e pool chatting away again. explains why my inner thighs are aching alittle cos of too much treading water haha! i think i needta start exercising proper! after hearing everyone complain abt how fat they've grown, im starting to think i've put on kwite abit of weight too just tt i've never been tt conscious of it. n i cant wait for our movie marathon at inezs place in e hols! haha n of course im lookin forward to all e class outings.. tue kbox! thu sentosa!! :):) woohoo. cant wait.. prelimsprelims, bels bidding you farewell! :)
this week hasnt been good. papers were generally horrible.. bio n math were actually much worse than chem, but cos i expected to do better for chem, chem turned out worse for me. n i totally forfeited biochem which held abt 20marks? i was just writing rubbish, e only thing i knew howta do was e one on competitive inhibition cos i could actually apply my bio knowledge.. but lunch after tt w my classmates was really fun n we kept talking n talking until all of us got so tired. e holland v subway workers just have BAD attitude, n i guess our contribution to noise pollution din kwite please them either.. n i must say tt studying at siglap can be veh distracting cos of all e nice cars we saw n this hot french girl tt simply sent matt over e clouds. he kept insisting she was a tranny cos he could see her adams apple, but i argued she wasnt! she was just really thin.. yesterday i was out frm 1-8pm studying, w of course alotta breaks in bet. moses n i went frm marine parade starbucks to parkway parade pac coffee co.. n i concluded tt studying outside really makes you spend alot. cos no matter where i go, [unless im in e sch library], i cant study without food.. n im telling you tt e price of foods raging high. it makes e price of eating [literally] veh high! [besides e fat incurred of course]
bios seriously killin me.. i thought 2nd week would be much better cos we're left w e option topics but i just realized tt my neglect for e option topics has resulted in e price i hafta pay over this weekend, tt is to: chiong sexual/asexual reproduction in plants n animals, stats[which is a whole load in itself] n also core math which i hafta start picking topics to practise. n i dun see how this is possible when a quart of my weekends gone, n e other half will be gone to church, so tt leaves me w e last quart of my weekend.. nb: in times like these, look unto our God eternal for your help n refuge!
am i thankful im still able to sit here n type? yes. bio n math yesterday literally almost killed me.. my headache was soo bad during math paper but i just hadta keep going. n e first round did it, i dunno what on earth was in my brain, perhaps nothing, tts why i left out close to 40marks worth.. n when i counted, i started to panick! nonono i cant let this happen to my prelims. so i went back to attempt everything, n managed to fill in abt 25 marks worth of ans.. just when i thought all else had failed me, God din! i thank Him for being e faithful God tt He's been to me. :) yepp so although it wasnt tt great, but at least i dun think im at e risk of failing tt badly.. bio wasnt exactly great either, e paper just got tougher n tougher as e time passed by faster n faster. sighh e first 2 days of prelims just din work out well.. but its okay, just keep looking ahead n working hard! so all my science pals, lets work hard for chemchemchem! :) okay easier said than done, just touched my options topic booklet this morning, cos i went to bed by 10pm lastnight after watching shooting stars n full circle. hopefully chem would be better [though im predicting not], but tts not for me to judge n God will tc of all tt anyway.. so lets just try our best! :)
i decided not to study in sch anymore. real sorry unice for not being able to make it for e lunch! :( i realized tt studying organic chem can get addictive..
ooh whos tt w e pink care bear! :):):)
sorry for e late update. i've been down w fever for a good 5days! my temp just keeps fluctuating n my parents got worried when it hit 39deg on saturday night so they rushed me to e raffles a&e family medicine centre at 2+am. so anyway e doc said it was a viral fever n e medical bill went up to a nice 105bucks.. n i currently presume im gonna get intoxicated w an overdose of paracetomol/diclofenac [which is a rather strong dosage for fever] & i stopped taking e hydrosil pills they gave me cos i really dun like e taste of them though they taste kinda like mentos at first, but e aftertastes yucky. so now you see, even though i havent stepped outta house since e visit to raffles hospital, i havent done much work either.. weiren visited me w strawberries n orange juice on mon n watched e first disc of minority report w me. camped in my house till abt 9pm.. moses visited me today when i had a terrible headache. so i made him study on his own while i slept my afternoon away.. i decided i shall go back to e sch library tmw to clock in some last min mugging h's before e prelims meet bel. hope it all works out well.. n yea if you're wondering, im also wondering. why did God make me so sick less than a week before prelims? i really dunno, but lets believe tt He's got e whole world in His hands.. study hard all of you! :)
grrr i've been eating so much la! i had stingray+curry veg+malay rice+prata+watermelon juice+mantou all in one day! n following a heavy dinner+durian. omg im gonna die of obesity.. took e train home today w wallace.
me: have you gone for you army checkup?
wallace: yes
me: so which pess?
wallace: b
me: why? cos of your injuries?
wallace: no, cos im overweight.
haha it was really kwite funny, esp e way he said it.. apparently e medical report had a tick in e box tt said "mildly obese" HAHAHA.
sighh studying hasnt been coming along well.. as e days go by, i cant help but think abt how horrid my prelims are gonna be n small n stupid i've been my whole jc life. i've never felt this way before jc, all my life its always been me making e choices as to where i wanna go n what i wanna do.. but now i feel like i wont have many choices cos i wont do well enuff for them. i guess i've been too blessed all my life, its time to noe what reality is bel! its time to experience what other people have been going thru n realize tt we really cant take things for granted..
todays a good slack off day after a day of INTENSIVE studying frm 11.50am to 5.45pm yesterday. moses was w me at first then he left halfyway, sien was next to me.. so besides these 2 people it was just me, my mostmost lonely n isolated cubicle tts trapped right at e corner where no one could even see me, my group7, ecology n integration tuts n my ipod. :) felt tired alright, n did a whole night of chem i almost DIED.. so today, havent done anything except an organic chem assignment, read sexual reproduction in plants cos we hadta write an essay during bio n one integration tut. i thought bio revision [both lect n tut] were pretty good, so i decided i shall not pon sch on fri anymore.. jas n steph made sense too, we've got e whole week off next week! better not skip sch anymore. initially wanted to skip sch to go for fop concert this fri, looks like i'd hafta forgo fop cos im STILL behind time in my schedule.. sigh. :(:( just took a 2h nap. i really needed it! as e days go by, im more n more inclined to pursuing my studies in melb.. borrowed a book on aust universities frm pam today, n apparently melb u doesnt offer pharmacy. so if i do pharmacy, i would be applying for monash instead.. urgh but i just cant decide. n i HAFTA decide soon, cos e aussie unis start sch in feb! i need to be prayed for cos i cant believe im still feeling so lost when e prelims are just round e corner alr. for now, i shall cont studying hard n fulfill my duty as a student.. although i've a bad feeling my prelims wont go well, but its okay God will see tt im at least trying.
i vaguely recall weiren calling when i was asleep n me shouting at him cos i was half an h into my nap, at e sweetest part of my nap n he woke me up w 3calls n din make any noise e first 2 times! boy was i annoyed! somehow it was an anon no n i thought it was some stranger so i just shouted into e phone a loud n irritated "HELLO" haha then came a series of apologies n me screaming "i wanna sleep!" ohdear no wonder my mum doesnt dare wake me up frm my naps.
