Hi guys, i won't be online until my A's are over and furthermore, my com is not working, so see you guys after my A's. All the best!

p.s: i think james and lucy are damn hot!

baccalaureatte photos are up guys!
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study hard!

lemme begin by first declaring a big THANKEW to LUCIUSLEE for firstly, helping me prep my ppt, n secondly, uploading my baccalaureatte photos. so hang on there, photos will be up soon! :)
somehow, i felt yesterdays crosslink session was one of e best in a few months alr. everything including, worship [not cos i led it!], sermon, ministry was just, i dunno, ministering to e spirit.. okay sounds stupid, e ministry was ministering, but i dunno how else to put it, does anyone else feel e same way?
today! i dressed up like a real GIRL haha. [im not saying i dun usually dress like a girl okayy] but i was just girlier than usual, n my mum said i should dress more guniang next time before i get left on e shelf!!! hello?! like everyone alr equates bel=guniang la! n yes i brought my cam to church but din take any photos at all! cos after all e photos we took, crys del'd ALL of them! haha okay, i sound kinda dramatized. n guess what? i actually studied for gp mock.. cos i realized its e last mock before e actual thing so im gonna take this practice seriously. n e weathers soo wonderfully nice! i had such a long nap in e afternoon [remember my weekly sunday nap?] yepp n its still kinda rainy n windy nowww.. :) its a nice weather to just slowly memorize all e inorganic chem periodic trends! always leave e bad stuff to be done in good weathers, it does help. tts if e weather cooperates w you hurhur.. n also, its e best weather for e best lovesong radio station ie class95! just fyi, i tune into perf10 on weekdays n class95 on weekends cos class95 kinda has a theme for every weekend n they play really good songs! just tt they keep repeating them, like e song "open arms", i've heard them play it like 3weeks consecutive. but, it still doesnt beat e way i heard some michellebrunch 3times in one day on some schday!
okayy i think you can tell i AM in a good mood, cos e weathers [lemme repeat] so wonderfully nice n its sunday, so i have an excuse not to do much work, n i got my nap so im not grouchy, n im also happily feasting on tarts/fruits/gobstoppers.. simple things which make my day. :):):)

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY 18TH BURFDAY CRYSSIE E PIGGIEGIRLLL!!! :):):):):)

sorry, pics cant be up yet cos my as-usual on-strike com wont detect my poor canon! thanks to all for your comments regarding clubbing! n special thanks to e good frens who said they wont go for postprom if i wont go ie. moses, doreen, jas, inez, yanqing. thankeww, im veh touched, you've proven yourselves to be my goodfrens to sacrifice all tt fun for me! but please still go ahead n have fun, i'll be fine.. :)
baccalaureatte day was such a heartening yet saddening day. :( as much as i sometimes wished i'd gone to vj instead n saved myself all e time wasted on travelling, but i cant deny tt acjc memories were really e best i could hold.. now i noe what mstang meant when she said tt even after being in mg for 10years, e memories we have wont be as deep n impactful as those of jc life. baccalaureatte was really a day of phototakingphototakingphototaking just nonstop phototakings! my face was going all sore alr, YES even me e photowhore was getting so sick n tired of taking photos!
last official class outing before e a's to CHINATOWN! haha seriously sd2's e most happening class in ac, anyone wants to challenge tt? we had excellent thai food! haha like seriously, we were just exclaiming shrieks of "wowness" in e midst of devouring all tt sweet, sour n spicy food! n at e end of e meal, vick got up to make an announcement n asked us not to angry cos she n jiaxi paid for ALL OF US, like 20 of us [mind you, it wasnt some cheap place we went to]. omg we were soo shocked, n i could feel my goosebumps rising [cos it was soo touching] n meijuan started crying! i couldnt help but tear too n jiehui was like "okay guys lets not cry in a public place".. before we parted, we went around hugging every person n telling each other how we're really gonna miss them, until we realized we would be seeing each other again for gp mock on mon! haha. but seriously, never in my life am i ever gonna find another class like sd2, a class of full of witty, mostly retarded, full of bulls guys, a class full of gossipy girls, girls who giggle laugh n study together, boys who sing "dui mian de nu hai kan guo lai" to us, boys who arrange surprises for us at chalets, boys who buy flowers for us on valentines day, girls who literally go to every station during napfa to cheer for our boys, [im so sure we were e only class making all e cheering noises!], girls who dare run on e rugby field straight after e match to congratulate our dear lennard!
okay enuff of all tt, lets strive hard together! e end of e races so so near, lets chiong n finish it well! :)

i've made up my mind! im not going for postprom partyyy. sorry pingg! i was talking to zhisheng abt it today.. n i was asking him why he din wanna go for e party even though hes of legal age n whether he thinks its right to club. his reply was tt initially he was planning to go alr, until he saw e publicity n realized how secular e whole thing was.. [honestly, it is kinda sexual n misleading] n he said we shouldnt judge e christians who club, but instead, [this parts added in by me] we should decide for ourselves our purpose for going clubbing n howta act in a club so as not to be a bad eg. wow im impressed monkeyy!! n i truly am enlightened n glad w e decision i made. it took me kwite abit to make this decision, considering all my girlfrens are going for e party.. so people, do me a favour n dun try persuading me anymore.
dilemma no 2: i wanna go support moses at e party hes playing for! yep but dun worry, i wont enter a club illegally cos i've done it before n it was such a horrible mistake.. so i told him i wont go unless i can go in legally. so anyway, i'd really like to hear your views on clubbing, be it frm a christian/nonchristian view!
okay so anyway i actually sat thru e entire bio mock paper today! haha it was such a torture staring at questions i completely had no idea abt at all.. cos i only managed to study sexual reproduction in plants haha. ynoe i actually like plants more than humans, humans are really just too complex, esp women!! i hate memorizing e menstrual/ovarian cycle n i simply cant remember e struct of e placenta! aah bios e bane of my studies i tell you..
i skipped sch yesterday cos i was really too tired n i ended up sleeping most of e day just to catch up on some rest. everyones been telling me abt my eye rings/dark circles/whatever.. okay stop it now people, its not like as if i dun alr have 3 mirrors in my room to tell me e same thing!
studied w moses at marineparade frm 8-10pm. its so funny cos we were sitting in this part of e library tt was directly facing e part of e marineparade cc where e old people were practising their taiji or whatever. last day of sch tmw, baccalaureatte, phototakings, last class outing as official SD2mates, random remedial classes, e a's.. all these are gonna mark e end of my jc life of which i really enjoyed alotalotalot. it was literally thru sorrow n JOY.. :(

its a long, long journey
till i know where im supposed to be
its a long, long journey
and i dont know if i can believe
when shadows fall and block my eyes
i am lost and know that i must hide
its a long, long journey
till i find my way home to You

many days i've spent
drifting on thru empty shores
wondering whats my purpose
wondering how to make me strong
i know i will falter i know i will cry
i know You'll be standing by my side
its a long, long journey
and i need to be close to You

sometimes it seems no one understands
i dont even know why
i do the things i do
when pride builds me up till i cant see my soul
will You break down these walls and pull me thru?

cause its a long, long journey
till i feel that i am worth the price
You paid for me on calvary
beneath those stormy skies
when satan mocks and friends turn to foes
it feels like everything is out to make me lose control
its a long, long journey
till i find my way home to You

i just read michs blog abt e jogging counter thing n i was so excited abt calculating e dist of my jogging route. only to find tt you hafta 53c for it! okay im such a miser im not gonna pay 53c just to find out how much i run! haha.. n yaa michh: aint it funny how a para liddat can have 2 interpretations which are totally contrasting each other! lucy: is your "talented people" supposedta incl me? :P hahaha.
yaa last night had dinner w amos, ryan, ryans fren [hurhur sorry i cant spell his name] n crys, of which guan calls "double date" okay which is NOT TRUE.. but it was really veh fun/funny/whatever, cos i was laughing until i almost rolled on e floor [if it werent dirty], n crys was laughing until her headache went away. haha seriously, you cant put bel n crys together on a "HELLO IM CRAZY" day! haha we hadta do some supermarket shopping for fundraising today, n we kept comparing all e prices to try n get e cheapest of e cheapest of everything.. haha tt was how AUNTY la. n you have no idea how picky crosslink people can get.. one dun like bk, e other pukes after eating kfc, one doesnt like pasta, n surprisingly im not any of them [e guilty ones noe who they are]! so we settled for longjohns which was how oily n yucky, but i din complain okayy. haha..
n i discovered ryans fren stays near me! but i decided to take train home instead, to his delight i suppose cos he took bus hahaha. so we sold food today! n i wanted to prove crys wrong! im not useless okay! i made milo dinosaur, scooped e beehoon, collected money!! n pho gave a thumbs up to my milo dinosaur! haha.. it was special milo dino w cocopops! how kewl are we man?
then chapel pract after tt, forced amos to study w me before tt haha. everything went fine, though i thought e jamming was alot more fun! haha.. havent done much e whole day! did a few curve sketching questions n nov03 chem mcqs. i got 28! aah HOW HORRID.. im really tired, din get my weekly sunday nap today. shall go zzz soon.. :)

gp ans scheme! [pardon me if this bores you] "it seems paradoxical that one moment the people are indulging in hedonistic activities and the next moment, they are in a spiritual mood. religion is now redefined in order to attract more believers"
anyone else got a different ans?! please lemme noe cos im so not agreeing w this statement.
studied in sch library today, forawhile w e classmates, then they went to e gym n i studied alone.. kwite productive. okay this is getting boring, i've got nothing much to blog abt besides where i've been studying, what i've been studying, how i've been studying.. i wanna go for a swim, like just jump into a nice blue pool NOW!

heys! i studied at marine parade library frm 6-8pm haha its my first time studying on my own outside. i felt kinda odd at first, but after you get absorbed in your work you wont really bother abt your surroundings alr.. guess what i failed my gp mock by half a mark! haha. i remember how i was having fun frm writing e aq n all.. n guess what i misinterpreted like e whole of e last part of e passage. sheesh bel.. e passage was actually indirectly criticizing christianity by talking abt how churchgoers gather outside church to sip their wine n chat n all before going to church n looking all passionate during worship. then guess what i interpreted it as - tt churchgoers enjoy going to church cos they get to meet new people n fellowship/worship as a community.. n i dun suppose im e only one who made tt mistake haha. owell i guess jiehui was right, its difficult to see things frm e authors pt of view when you're alr steering frm a biased pt of view..
im kwite perturbed by e spiritual climate of my class. i needta control my expressions, like really.. i dun expect non-christians to see my pt of view, n theres no pt in trying to make them do tt w mere words. no one said it was gonna be easy.. take heart my fellow believers, for Christ said "then you will be handed over to be persecuted and put to death, and you will be hated by all nations because of me." matt 24:22
theres more to come, but if Jesus could bear e cross for us, im sure we can bear this for Him too. who said evangelistic work was gonna be easy? im alr struggling to be a living testimony for Christ, but really, when will we ever be ready?

[quoted] filtered into the data processing of God's great computer, i think, will be all the advantages, blessings, heritage, prayers, and temperaments that each of us have had landled out to us in the course of life. when the printout appears, it will be a reading of what i should or could have been or done in proportion to what was given to me, "from everyone who has been given much, much will be demanded; and from the one who has been entrusted with much, much more will be asked" luk 12:48
of course, comparison is fruitless in any case, so its senseless for me to dwell on what i should or could be, given the various components of my life. my focus must be on obeying God and doing right today.
God wants our lives to be a harvest of righteousness and peace. He wants each of us to be filled with righteousness. so do we,
lets go for it! [quoted]
read this frm my devotions, n i thought it would be a good challenge for all of us. :) keep fit day yesterday was fun, though it was mainly capts ball n everyone was amazed "wow bel can play" haha.. thanks james for washing my hairband! have you tried on your ahem? hahaha. lets focus on obeying God and doing right! :)

ohmyy im feeling hungry! dun think food bel dun think food! stop eyeing e royce choc. im savouring every bit of it for crucial times when i badly needta keep awake.. haha. had gp mock today, i think i screwed up e essay.. did media as always, boring me. but somehow my thoughts werent flowing n i was just stuck rambling n realizing i forgot to provide egs! compre was really kwite rubbish, somehow i had no mood to do anything after summary until i reached e aq.. e aq was how fun. okay i may not do well for it, but i really enjoyed doing e aq! i so hope our a levels compre passages would be based on religion again.. theres so much to talk abt regarding s'pore context. stress factors n all tt rubbish tt lead to people turning to new age movements which they may not be aware of themselves ie. yoga.. i dun suppose people actually noe its a derivation of hinduism/buddhism? its all so interesting n exciting cos i learnt this during this years lessons on religious studies in sunday sch. ynoe, you realize tt e vital part of evangelizing is actually first getting to noe e other religions better.. i guess you just wouldnt end up as vulnerable when you hear your frens say "whatever god it is, its just a belief, theres no diff". then you start thinking: ya hows my religion different frm e others?
okay so anyway after sch went to town to get some presents.. met alphonsus in e stussy shop, when he wished i'd fail my a's. i gave him a confident " i wont!"
ohmy i so wanna type abt embarrassing present shopping experiences but i cant until i give e present away! haha..
has anyone tried e wonka chewy candy thing? its veh nice! but e problem is i dun really noe what e wrapper looks like i just realized, cos it was given to me by moses in my mums stupid tupperware! but its really nice n chewy. i shall go hunt it down one day..
ynoe i realized its getting late, i dunno why but im not tired anymore. im just hungry! i had a nice pasta at coffee club for dinner, i forgot what its called.. remember e strawberry yummy thing frm coffee club, liwei? heh. we must go again once you come back!
ohya did i mention tt mrpaulcheong stormed outta class today? haha you can approach me/eunice for e details.. HAPPY BURFDAY EUNICE! haha we had a nice mango cake, which ping bought for her. n i was cutting it up in circles.. i really thought it was a neat way of cutting e cake cos e mango was gonna spill all over e place.
i really dunno how people manage to study in e hub.. its e most inconducive place i say to study in. nvm, lets tryta get all e j ones to go to e hub so no one disturbs e peace in e library HURHUR.. having people laughing n chatting in e library seriously annoys me! if you hear some irritating person going "ssshhh" when e library gets noisy, its gotta be belindateo. HA..
nights! :):):)

belinda
smu accountancy
'the Lord is my shepherd; i shall not want.' psalm 23


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